Oh… hi tumblr. 

Bittersweet.

No ending can be right, because it shouldn’t be over at all.

The magic is not supposed to go away.

-S. King

Tumbling, tumbling..

I need to start TUMBLRing more!!! It’s depressing that I don’t. I’m not sure how to keep up with Facebook, Tumblr, Twitter, and my “journal” blog. Toooooo much. In other news: ASK ME QUESTIONS. I love them!

Obsessed:

I move on like a sinner’s prayer
Let ‘em go like a levee breaks
Walk away as if I don’t care
Learn to shoulder my mistakes.
I’m built to fade like your favorite song
Get reckless when there’s no need
Laugh as your stories ramble on-
Break my heart, but it won’t bleed.
My only friends are pirates,
That’s just who I am
I’m better as a memory than as your man

I’m never sure when the truth won’t do,
I’m pretty good on a lonely night.
I move on the way a storm blows through
I never stay, but then again I might.
I struggle sometimes to find the words-
Always sure until I doubt
Walk a line until it blurs
Build walls too high to climb out
But I’m honest to a fault
That’s just who I am
I’m better as a memory than as your man

I see you leaning, you’re bound to fall
I don’t want to be that mistake
I’m just a dreamer and nothing more
You should know it before it gets too late

‘Cause goodbyes are like a roulette wheel
You never know where you’re gonna land
First you’re spinning, then you’re standing still
Left holding a losing hand
But one day you’re gonna find someone
And right away you’ll know it’s true
That all of your seeking’s done
It’s just a part of the passing through
Right there in that moment you’ll finally understand
That I was better as a memory than as your man

It’s not the newest song, but every time I hear it I fall in love with it all over again. I’ve been on both the giving and receiving end of this song so I can appreciate it from both sides. I just think it’s well written. The imagery and structure = <3

Lately.

Lately I’ve been so inspiried. Inspired to do a lot of things. Start blogging more. Start writing again. To get out and really get in tune with my passion(s). Sure, finding a job is challenging right now.. but instead of sitting at home, why not get out and at least volunteer, especially when the career I want to pursue has so many options for volunteering. Since I’ve moved back to California I’ve wanted to start running lately, but I’ve always found excuses. I finally feel motivated to run again, as well as to start eating healthier and ultimately just get in shape. It’s finally time to re-bound from my moving-back-home-done-with-college- depression stint. Time to be happy as a clam :)

And speaking of school- lately I’ve been spending a lot of time wishing I was back at school. I miss learning. But instead of just sitting around being sad about it, I have started re-reading some school books (I promise I’m not THAT geeky.. I just miss it!). I’ve also gone back and read some of my papers.. I sounded a lot smarter than I remember :)

I loooove inspiration and motivation and the people who inspire me to do great things :)

Well my Oklahoma countdown failed miserably. And I don’t have anything of value to say.